I had my first experince with God at the age of 7. I ended up having to go to the hospital and the doctors could not find anything wrong with me, I was healthy but I had this high fever that would not go down, it kept going up. And somthing about the way my eyes looked scared the doctors a little. The second night that I was in the hospital, after the nurse told me her shift had ended and after she closed the door so I could go to sleep, I died. My angel came and took me to heaven.
When I died there was a peace that came over me, I've never felt this kind of peace before or since then, I beleive it was perfect peace. I knew right when I died that I was going to heaven. I could feel the angels arms wrapped around my body and I felt safe, I had no fear, and I kept my eyes close through this whole experince. I could feel myself going upward. The angel told me that I could look down at my body if I wanted to, but I said no. He said thats ok, but just so that I would know he said that I looked peaceful and I had a smile on my face. He said that if I didn't come back that my parents would know that I'm in heaven. So I got a little worried and asked if my parents would be sad, I wanted to know if they were going to be ok. He said not to worry because God would take care of them. I was so glad to hear that.
When we got to heaven I could feel the love and the joy and the peace that is there. I could hear people laughing and having a good time. Then someone spotted me and then before I knew it, I was surrounded by a lot of people and they were so exctied to see me and were so glad that I made it, and they all knew my name. The kids were trying to get me to go play with them. Then all of a sudden, I could feel the presence of God and He spoke to me, He asked me if I would be willing to stay in heaven but I said no, and I told Him it was because I wanted to experince having kids here on earth. And he told me that there is a lot of babies that come up here and I could help take care of them. That sounded nice but I had a desire to have kids of my own someday, so I said no. Then I had a couple of questions for God. I asked him if we really needed a boys help to have a baby and He said yes, you really need a boys help to have a baby. I said darn. Then I asked if I could just use a boy and then get rid of him after I get the baby, and He said no, it didn't work that way either. I said that figures. Then God got real serious with me, He started crying, He said I don't want you to go back, He said that I would go through pain and He said and I don't want you to go through that pain. I thought God was being a little silly, so I asked God well aren't you going to be with me? and He said of course I'll be with you, I won't ever leave you. Then He was still crying and He said that there was coming a time when I would turn my back on Him, and He said and I don't want to go through the pain of losing you. I said oh God please, I am not that dumb. But He said with tears in His eyes that I would. I really felt a strong need to talk to Him and to let Him know why I wanted to come back, but before I could, I was being sent back into my body.
Like God had told me, I went through some painful things in life, I beleive we all do, to some level. Because of feeling the pain and the hurt, I started to become upset that I chose life, at the age of 8, I was begging God to take me back to heaven, I didn't want to live anymore. As I got older the pain turned to anger, I became angry with God and with the people that had hurt me. Like God had told me, I had turned my back on Him. At the age of 18, I ran away from home and from God. I'm so thankful that God never gave up on me, I've had other experinces with Him. I'm at a place in my life now that I am thankful to be alive.
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