My sons mother left me in 2001 when she was 6 months
pregnant with my second child. I had become very depressed as my first
child drowned 5 years earlier and I knew our break up looked permanent
and I was deeply sad as I knew my new child would not be sleeping under
my rooftop and would live far away from me.
I had little choice but to become more spritual
or I would cease to exist. I gave up booze and drugs and prayed daily.
I did this for the following year faithfully as well as changing many other
character traits such as trying to live by Gods Will.
I had been praying for 2 months at bedtime asking
the Lord the same question, pausing and listening without anything back
from him. I would not force it as I was trying to be different and simply
went to sleep and waited for him to tell me the answer.
Then one night I was sitting in bed reading and
the answer to my daily question entered my head out of the blue. I knew
at that very second it was the true answer as it was accompanied by a bright
light reminding me of a cartoon where a light bulb was burning bright...I've
got the answer finally. It felt right and made total sense and I was so
sure that God gave this to me that I stoped and thanked him for what he
just gave me and I also told him that I am now a total beleiver in him.
Immediately after this I seen a face flash somehow making me look around
my bedroom like I was crazy. I could not see anything but then I heard
a voice. It wasn't like a loudspeaker but more like a voice that entered
my head. The Angel said "Mark, you must take care of yourself now because
in 3 to 4 years from now you will need to take care of your kids".
I shed many tears after this not only because
if what I heard but because of what I just experienced. It was the Lord.
Till today I still do not doubt this happened
and that Angels are real because my Angels only entered my room once I
thanked God for his answer, that I now completely beleive in him....only
then did two Angels enter my bedroom...it was my grandparents.