The following is an account of
how an angel helped my dearest friend Angela. To clarify one point, Angela
was unable to get medical help for any of her health problems due to previous
bad experiences that she had.
Angela's body died in November 2006, and I know
that she lives on with Our Father in heaven, either as an angel or sleeping,
awaiting a resurrection.
And so I keep a diary written to Angela. The
following is from an entry I wrote in 2008, to keep a written record of
You call me,
the period that went on for ages ( I think it
started 27-08-2005, lasted for weeks and was the penultimate period)
You were screaming in agony with outrageous pain
coming from the region of your right ovary - we think it was another burst
ovarian cyst, this had happened a few times before, and around the same
day of the cycle. You couldn't move your right leg.
You started to call out 'Please God help me' continually.
I joined you in asking Our Father for help, saying
'Please God help her', then 'Please God help' continually.
I stopped calling out, you were still screaming
in agony. I was sitting on the chair beside you, you were lying on the
window side of the bed.
I was bent forward, then something told me to
sit up straight, eyes forward. I thought, 'yes, be positive, strong for
Angela'. Then, it couldn't have been more than a few seconds later, the
blue beam of light! A crystal clear, deep blue, laser-like beam of light,
flashed into the room through the open doorway, stopping by the wall to
my right. A white flash of light, the size of an open hand came after the
blue beam, where it stopped by the wall. It looked like no other kind of
light - like you said later...
I first thought someone must have been standing
in the hallway and flashing a torchlight into the bedroom, and that maybe
it was the police, someone having called them because of the screaming.
I didn't want to leave your side, so I listened very carefully, and thought,
no-one could have got into the flat without me hearing. What was this light,
where did it come from? I looked at the curtains, they were closed, no
light could have got in that way - wrong angle anyway.
The boiler room door was closed.
Not sure about the kitchen door - wrong angle
And everywhere was dark, with either the kitchen
light or lamp in the hallway as background lighting.
I didn't have time to dwell on this because you
were still screaming in agony.
So I thought 'O.K. if God is going to help, it
looks like it's got to be through me, since I am the only person physically
here with you...'
So I bent forward, hovering both of my hands
a couple of inches above you, taking care not to touch you, since I knew
this would make things worse - you couldn't be touched when you were in
No more than a few seconds could have passed,
maybe only 2, or more like 1 second, because I had only just done this
when there he was!
The Angel came between you and me. I sat back
and watched, he was a large man, short dark hair, dark beard, white clothing.
He looked kind of like how Saint Peter is portrayed.
Obviously an angel, he was a living person, I
could see clearly the features of his face and his facial expression, he
was very matter of fact, professional, getting on with his job, competent.
And just like the light was 'like no other light', this person was like
no other person. His facial expression, persona, manner, a perfect person
- no flaw in him, an angel, a son of Our Father - no sin existing in him.
His face glowed. It seems to me, that he radiated righteousness.
He cradled you in his arms and sat you up, a transparent
version of you, your body was still lying on the bed.
I could see a ball of white light in your abdomen
and another in his abdomen, about the size of an open hand.
The light in his abdomen seemed to be absorbing
the light in your abdomen, both lights were joined, looking like a dumbell
made of light.
He then layed down the transparent version of
you, and moved to the top left corner of the room, where he joined at least
2 other spirits, ( there seemed to be 3 of them )
moving into the middle of them, and becoming
as transparent as they were, just slightly above invisible. They all seemed
to be smiling.
I looked at you, you were smiling, a gentle, serene,
content smile. It was only at this point that I realised you had stopped
screaming. I looked at the spirits, and in my heart thanked them for helping
you, and then, with reference to the next door neighbour and everyone else
who was giving us trouble while you were dying a slow painful death, I
said in my heart 'What about them?' - meaning, if you can help like this,
what about the other problems...The spirits replied, silently, 'We'll deal
with them, you be here for Angela', which I took to mean 'We'll deal with
them and everyone else, including yourself, farely and justly at the appropriate
time - this being a matter for us and not you or anyone else. You, you
be here for Angela.'
I then looked at you, and you were so serene,
with that lovely smile that you have.
I looked out through the open door to the hallway
and recalled the blue beam of light and white flash, and the angel, the
abdominal lights, the conversation, everything.
I then thought 'how do I tell you this? You'll
think I'm mad. But then I came to my senses and recalled your experiences
to do with Saint Sebastian which you had told me about. It was around this
moment that I could no longer see the spirits in the room.
I said 'I saw a flashing light', you opened your
eyes, looked at me briefly, then looked forward and said 'I'm always seeing
I then explained what I meant, and told you the
whole story. When I described the blue beam, you said 'It's like no other
You wanted to know what the angel looked like,
and said that Sebastian didn't have a beard...One day we'll find out who
that was, if you haven't done already...
Then you realized that you weren't in pain and
could move your right leg.
I stayed with you for 3 days until you could get
around unaided. And for 2-3 of those days, whilst I stayed with you, I
kept saying 'that really did happen, didn't it?' to which you would say
'yes'. It was only when you made it clear that you were completely fed
up of this that I stopped.
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